Here it is almost 12 at night, minutes away from my project being due for Criminology 110. It is about The Day in the Life of a Police Chief. We didn’t have to write about a real police chief and can make up things along the way as long as it applied to the life of a Chief. I did a lot of research and for no known reason chose Smithville, TN. I didn’t even know a Smithville, TN existed consciously until I made it come to life on paper. I typed it in Google and there it was. I used the crime statistics and everything for the town. I even included a picture of the map.
I have been sick this last week. So sick, that I had a 103 fever at one point and thought I was dying. I was drenched in sweat at one point when I woke up to go pee and then went back to the couch and died once more. I was in and out of consciousness during the period of two days before my nine year old comes up to me puts her little hands around my cheeks and looks me straight in the face and says,” Mommy, you go to the doctor or else!”
Who can resist that right?
I went and so there it goes , I found an awesome doctor. There is a reason for everything!
I have yet to find a doctor for myself since moving to Kentucky. I found one for the kid and with a little bit of a heart murmur concern we were off and finding a great doctor for her. I found the most wonderful pediatrics doctor ever! They were so caring that they even got her a cardiolgist appointment like immediately. To make a long story short, she is fine, it is a benign murmur and we are all good.
Going back to me. I have an Urgent Care place here where I live. I decided to check it out instead of going to the E.R. Came out that was the best choice ever. I have had some really bad experiences with doctors. I found the most awesome doctor who is funny, caring and even says her name is ” The Great”… and she may just be right. I can’t believe I stumbled upon someone like this. It was a miracle.
Anyhow, They tried to get blood from my veins it never happened correctly. The poked my arm that actually showed a vein ( I have odd veins) and blood came out, it was hurting and I was sweating, but it was coming and then all of a sudden like someone turned the valve it stopped! There wasn’t enough in the container. They looked at my other arm and I told them to try my hand because that usually works. All that really happened was a bunch of blood spurted out of my hand and I wound up with a nice bruise the next day.
I had to drink like a ton of water to get a urine sample to them. I am so glad these people are patient. I was so dehydrated that nothing seemed to work.
Anyhow, They fixed me right up . I had to get medicines like three times at Walgreens…lol… but I am on my way to being better… I hope.
SO, getting back to my paper that is now due in exactly 9 minutes.
I am sitting here watching the little circle go around and around and around slowly after I clicked Submit. I have now tried it a number of times in the last hour and I am quite tired. As I said, I have been really sick and would have done it earlier but I had some things to finish on it, I couldn’t concentrate and all I really wanted to do was sleep. I think I barely ate in three days much less worry about a project due.
I did do a lot of research though. I found some books that told me about the life of a Police Officer that was made for children and that was awesome. I even used some of that material. I even mentioned that in my report.
…. And, It still goes in circles…. So , Now, I write my instructor appologizing and begging forgiveness and having some kind of understanding to my matter and that it isn’t an excuse but really has happened to me this last week. I feel like furnishing him with a complete synopsis of my health report including all the scripts I am on that are making me drowsy and my pee turn funny colors that really gave me a scare the other day let me tell you.
Circles , Circles… good grief… come on, I am tired! I want to go to bed! Stop going in circles!!!!
I have had an insomnia problem to. I have gotten like 2 maybe 3 hours of sleep in the last few years since my surgery. I don’t know if that is because of stress, because something changed in my body, or what.
Circles…. Circles….. SUBMIT ALREADY!!!!
But, I don’t really sleep. I try to sleep but it don’t work. I mentioned this to her and she gave me some medicines for it. I would try it and take one now but the darn paper isn’t submitting and I really don’t want to fall asleep drool coming off my chin on the keyboard.
SUBMIT!!! PLEASE!!! FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
No, I am not an impatient person in the least bit… and my pee is not a bright orange color and my mouth isn’t really that dry and my head really isn’t that full of snot and feels like a tight vice is squeezing my brains out my ears……….
No, I am not the least bit cynical what so ever either.
Sigh…
Submit…come on baby, you can do it, just submit!!! Stop going in circles….
What is worse is that at 9 p.m upon pulling up my paper to begin with there was a bunch of dots all the way down the paper and scrolly-looking things that weren’t there before and when trying to get rid of them I got rid of the entire paper and even though I had saved it I couldn’t for the life of me pull it back up even though I tried a number of things. Maybe it was the fact I am groggy and tired and stressed that I couldn’t do it but nothing worked. Then, When I got it up and fixed things and re-wrote some stuff and spell-checked and saved. I pulled it back up because I discovered my Citations weren’t on there and I had to type that up.
Then, at 10 p.m I am spending time hitting Control Z trying desperately to get my paper to reappear because magically it dispappeared. At this point I was hoping I was hallucinating on all the medicines I was on that this wasn’t really happening and I wasn’t Alice falling through a hole.
….. Well, it is now 1 minute after midnight and it still circles……
I am doomed.
Doomed, I tell you!!!!!!
*gulp*
Just wrote a e-mail to the instructor telling him I am working on it basically.
Omg Omg guess what it submitted!!! Sleeping pill here I come!!!!!!! I am , however, not taking the cough syrup with codeine or I probably will never wake up …. again. I will let you know my sleeping pill experience though. I bet I will be up in two hours…. yup, I see it now, wide awake. Sigh
Night all.